I've had Jack's Mannequin's song "Swim" on a continual loop all weekend, reminding me to never give up the fight. No matter what.
See, on Friday, we'd discovered Matt is no longer in remission and has one heck of a battle ahead of him. Again. This news hit all of us in gut...simply sucker punched. We'd thought sunny days were finally ahead of us and had just started to breath a little easier; instead, we now face more darkness.
But that doesn't mean those bright days aren't on the horizon. We definitely have to hold on to that.
Just recently, I'd posted a bit about his fight in "Not Giving In" and in "Here With You." And now, just as before, we need him to focus and give this next stage in his journey every ounce of energy he's got because his parents, brothers, sisters, nephews, niece, best friend, good friends, and even strangers need him to SWIM. We love him. We need him in our lives. We're all ready to do whatever it takes to help him.
So, Matt, just "swim in the dark." There'll be a sunrise soon.
Take Care,
Michele
P.S. I've posted the Internet version of the "Swim" video, newly released by Jack's Mannequin. It's from the JM MySpace page and was posted by JM for fans before the Official video is released.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Swimming in the Dark.
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i can barely read this, let alone imagine being in your shoes. except that i have been there. sort of.
it's extremely difficult and surreal and intense.
i'm thinking of you and sending positive energy your way!
hugs hugs
Hugs and more hugs back to you, Carolee.
Michele, I want to say again how much I've come to admire Matt and all of you. Matt's courage has been an inspiration to me. I know he's had his down moment, but each time he's managed to shake it off and fight like hell...and he's won each and every battle. And you guys, the parents, siblings, inlaws, friends...all of you have been there with him, fighting when he was too tired and too sick. You guys define "family" and "love."
Fight on, Matt! The world needs you.
Dear Michele
Please pass this on to Matt.
You have no idea of the people who care about you. Through Michele(who I call one L)we feel like we have been on this horrible journey with you. We have cried with the disapointing news and cheered with the hopeful prognosis's.We love her and by extension you. I have all the religious people I know praying for you. All the students at Bishop Amat Hight School include you in their chaple prayers every morning. You are in the prayer chain at my church and when I hit my knees at night, you are right there. That being said, You have to FIGHT this "thing". I know you'er tired and you don't feel good but you have fight and fight hard. If it's too hard too fight for yourself, fight for your family because they need you, withhout you there would be a big whole in their hearts. Bless you and your whole family.
Big hugs to all of you.
Michelle
(two L)
Michele, BIG hugs to you and your family!
To Matt...if you're reading this, you've got to know that we are ALL fighting this with you! You have more hearts and souls and prayers on your side right now than you will ever know.
You're at the top of my prayer list every night and I've got St. Jude working on you, too! You're surrounded by people willing to give you their strength. You've got so much love around you, you can do anything!
You've swum this far, kiddo. You don't want to quit in the middle of the race, do ya? Keep swimming Matt! The finish line is in sight, and oh, what a party there'll be.
PS to Michele and Matt....
The big celebration party?? We'll all want an invitation!!
My thoughts and blessings to Matt, Michele and family through the next difficult steps towards your rich rewards.
For Matt,
What gave me the most hope when my nineteen year old daughter had cancer was how many, many people there are who had the cancer and lived.
Just so you know she's been cancer free for seven years.
Michele--
I just checked my email and read the news about Matt and am so glad you all are fighting and not giving up! Like Michelle T. said, although Matt doesn't know me, I sure feel like I know (and respect and admire) him just from everything you've told us about him. Such an amazing guy! Please let him know that me and mine are praying for him and all of you to win this battle.
Big hugs-Sandy Chvostal
You guys are all SO AMAZING!!! Thank you so much for your support here, through e-mails, and offline. BIG HUGS to ALL of you.
It's been a crazy week, some scary moments with a trip to the ICU, but we're hoping things are figured out and stablized now... We want him back on his treatment and on his way to recovery.
He definitely plans to be at the LIGHT THE NIGHT WALK (for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society) and hopes all his friends and supporters will join us in walking for a cure for this damn disease! (on 8/22 at Angel's Stadium) :)
Thanks again for all your kind words and just for being you. You guys are the best.
Michele
Michele, you, Matt and the rest of your family are definitely in my prayers. Keep strong!
Thank you so much, Rick! That means so much to us. Thank you.
Hope you're doing well...
Michele
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